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It's funny when I realize I've changed so much, that I'm not addicted to this anymore.

I still read some communities, and some friends entries. It's an odd attachment.

I'm going to Providence College this fall. I can't wait. For once, I'm excited for change.

Two more AP English papers, and then I'm done high school forever. I graduate June 3.

Changes. Ch-ch-ch-changes. (David Bowie)
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    Tea for Tillerman; Cat Stevens

she was tired of sleeping.

"Beautiful" by Belle and Sebastion is my current favorite song.
(it's in my profile, whoa now)

Now, if only I could load it onto my iPod. *note to self*
(I think I've talked about this 3 times in here, and I never write anymore. That means I need to remember to call apple!)

And my computer is still sick... fix it?

I'm really lazy about school, and it's not good. But I don't currently feel like stressing out.

Uh, college update? I got accepted to Providence College, Stonehill, Assumption, & Merrimack. And I didn't get into Tufts, but we all knew that was a huuuge stretch anyways. Now, time for Open Houses.

OH! Last weekend I got a prom dress, finally. It's nothing like I wanted in my search & not really my typical dress style, which makes it even better. It was the whole Once-it-was-on-I-felt-amazing sounds so cliche, but I don't care. It's black and white, and that's all I will say.

We had fantastic weather all last week, but I think it's gone for now. Which is unfortunate.
Also last week was very rocky in some areas, but now everything is wonderful.

I like it when things are wonderful.
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Heyyy I never update.

Stuff is good, basically.

I have yet to find a prom dress. But I bought an amazing skirt. So, erm, that...doesn't help.

My friends are amazing. We were crazy on Friday at Erin's, and it was so good again. Overall, things are feeling more in place.
Andy is splendid. He had knee surgery, so he's a bit immobile, but I saw him a good deal on his Spring Break, so all is well.

I'm very tired of school, but what can ya do about that.
Except love the weekends. (And sleep, a lot)

Track starts tomorrow. UGH. I hate my hips for being all "Hey, we still have tendonitis, so it hurts when you run!" Yay for physical therapy, I suppose.

My computer broke, and is now fixed. (for the most part) Except iTunes still doesn't work. I need to fix that.

Yeah! I'm in a great mood right now, and I have no idea why. It'd be pretty cool if it wasn't 10 on a Sunday. Cause I'm going to have a terrible time waking up tomorrow.

I'm already looking foward to next weekend, is that bad?
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    David Bowie.


I don't know why it works, but it does.
The only real thing we have in common is we order the same chinese food.
Maybe that's why I love this/you, because it isn't rational it all.
But we fit together, and that's what matters.

This weekend was good. I saw Andy twice, which was a major plus. I love being crazy with my friends in the backseats of cars. (Especially Ally.) I lost a glove though, so I need to patch my old ones in the fingers, all of them, so they look okay. *note to self*

I have come to the decision that I will never find a prom dress, because I'm too picky.

I visited my grandmother today, which was a little depressing, but okay. We cleaned, and I acquired many crafty things. I had no homework, because I did it earlier than it was due.

I'm dreading this whole week of school. I just want weekends all the time.
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    iTunes has momentarily died.

tomorrow is march.

I really like this dress:

Too bad it's it's miles away (Neiman Marcus or Nordstrom) and not in my size. I'm seriously never going to find a prom dress I like, as this is the first one I've liked that's somewhat in my price range. Ugh. I'm so picky.

I'm in a good mood right now. Today was good. Because I made it good, and talked to my friends a lot and people who weren't my friends. I didn't care about anything and floated all around and whatnot. And just felt good in general. (Yeah, overuse of the word "good", deal with it. I use 'fabulous' and 'swell' etc enough to make up for this). And I did my homework at lunch, and enjoyed it? I got compliments (hey, it sounds silly, but they make everyone feel good). And I cooked with my mom tonight. I got random funny phone calls from my friends. I don't know, but I like days like today.

Also, I donated a bunch of my stickers (that were too childish to find uses for now) to a daycare nearby. That made me feel sososo good. I love donating. And recycling (and reducing and reusing!). Seriously, it makes me feel amazing because I'm helping someone/the environment. I've been getting back into crafting too, which always makes me feel good. And cleaning out all the millions of stuff I've saved my entire life. Seriously, since I was little, I always saved random things (pretty paper, magazine cut-outs, bookmarks, little objects, etc.). So now I'm either donating things or saving them for crafting/making crafts.

Hey, who remembers Libby Metz? She moved to Australia when we were 8 or so. She lived near Hart Pond, and was really blond. Anyhow, she's coming back this spring? I find that so intriquing.

Mr. Tufts Alumni Interview Man has not returned my calls. I'll take action tomorrow about that.
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    beautiful mistake; the ataris

mmm recycling.

As of late, I have come to the realization that I have no clue what I want to do with my life. I know most kids are like that, but it's a new thing to me. *hmph* I don't know what I want to major in, I know that I need to, when I decide where the hell I'm going, change to Undeclared from Psych. Cause I have no fucking clue.

Also, I wish college was free. Assumption gave me a boatload of $$, but I don't want to go there. I don't even know where I want to go anymore. I think PC, but what if I go to one of their pre-decision things for accepted kids, and I hate it? Gah.

Only one more day until vacation! Thank god.
One day left of track too, as States is Saturday.

I don't have much homework tonight. Which is wonderful.
I've been in such a crafty mood lately, so this vacation, I plan to make many bags. And other things.

Mom's bringing home chinese food soon. Mmm.
I make myself giggle. I eat so healthy, then break down every so often. Oh well, I deserve it.
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    cannonball; damien rice

Press yourself against whatever you find to be beautiful and trembling with life.

I've been so lazy these past days. It's been excellent, but at the same time, I feel kind of gross. Today I was kind of sickly, so I don't know. I can't believe I actually have to go back to school. One semester left of my high school life.

My mini-vacation was good though. It was well spent I'd say. Now I'll look foward to next week's half-day, and then February Vacation.

Saturday night, Andy came over. That was a lovely time.
Last night I went to Kathy&Erin's CYBL game with some friends. That was good, minus the fact that Kathy re-dislocated her shoulder & had to leave in an ambulance. She's okay though, I saw her today & gave her a fabulous card I made her. We all went back to Erin's after the game, and watched Family Guy and played "Catch Phrase". It was quite the good time.

I thouroughly enjoy my friends.

New semester tomorrow should be interesting:
A- Artists Eye
My last Fine Arts credit, & I don't know anyone in my class. Yay, BS class.
B- AP English
Same ol', same ol', as this semester. We get our finals and papers back tomorrow. Shit.
C- Career Ex. with Mr. Comninos
Hello, delivering papers and doing secretary work. Yess.
D- Journalism
That's with McSweeney & Peter, I think. I will suck at it, while they excel. We'll see how that goes.
E - Psych II
I love Mrs. Doak, and I have Pete, McSweeney, and maybe Julie in that class. That'll be fun.
Lunch 3
I know Jay's in it, and I don't know about anyone else.
F/G - French 6A
I couldn't take Honors because that's A/B block, so it's my first time without Danielle as my french partner, since 7th grade. It'll be weird, but will boost my G.P.A. probably. *nerd* Except that I don't remember any French.
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    three peaches; neutral milk hotel

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I just had the craziest day of my life.

- English Final was insanely hard.
+/- Hung out with Peter, was good time at first, then turned so so ugly, as I had to tell him about my being with Andy.
- Almost got stranded at Robert's Field.
- Only ate an apple for lunch.
+ Had a random discussion of beer pong with my old soccer teammates.
+/- Had a medium track practice that I let out all my energy on.
+ Talked to a lot of friends on the phone and felt cared for.
+ Listened to Limor's mix she made me, a lot.
+ Ate chinese food.
+/- Did make-up for the Children's Play, and avoided awkwardness with P for the most part.
+ Hung out with Ally and other friends and watched the play.
+ My friends were amazing in it.
+ We went to Friendly's and we laughed a ton.
+ We went to Limor's and watched South Park and laughed more.
+ Came home and I feel very good.

Even if things aren't good in all aspects, things are out in the open. I don't like having to hide things. I also don't like making people hurt, but things happen. And it will be okay in the end.

Tomorrow I get to see Andy. Yeah, I'm done hiding how excited I am about this.
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    don't stop me now; queen